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I have invited my daughter to view my blog, wonder what her reaction will be. I have not spoken to her since yesterday. I am not able to even give a title to my today's blog because my mind is like a whilpool of thoughts, so I will only type what comes to my little mind. Again while speaking to my husband, he always put me down when I made a suggestion to anything. Why, why, do these ppl like to think say like "I only ask for such and such a information and you need not say further" I think this kind of remark is very unkind, at least that is how I felt. I make me very inferior and sometimes fear that I say the wrong thing in other words lose confident which I have been losing the past 20 over years since, I married my husband. I use to be very chatty. I am a non perfect person who try to be perfect, which I think is my greatest flaw. My daughter say that I do not admit my mistakes which I think is not true of me. I use to learn from this mistakes but some how never able to learn. My daughter will think that it is useless to read even my blog because these are all trash to her. She cannot even be bother to listen to what I have to say sometimes, I alway feel that she has not respect whatsoever for me and my husband which is a very sad story. She sometimes treat my husband and me as transparent or invinable.

I really hope one day our relationship will improve with God's help and guidance.

Praise be to God.

Amen