sad feeling

Today is a new week yet feeling very sad. I really dont know how to react to this weekend which was very peacefull without my husband, he spend the weekend over at the hospital. I really was very relaxed without him at home. Why God didnt you take him home to heaven maybe you dont want him yet. Since, you dont take him then take me instead, I am ever ready to go home to be with you in your heaven home.

Whatever, are in plan for me I will always trust in you Lord Jesus. I pray for the day to come when I am to return home to your heavenly home.

Amen

feelings

Today I am feeling down becos my husband always show his anger toward me n treats his friends better than me.

I am glad that my daughter is happy staying by herself. As for myself I am trying to live with my husband in my own apartment.

One year later

Have not blogged for a year over, for the past one year, I do not have any worries any more financially, becos God have really provided for my family. I want to thank God for all the times he is with me. I prayed daily till a something happen that changed my life. Always remember all good things comes from God.

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God,please help my family and me to reconcile. Let the New Year be a reconcile year for my family & me.
Thank you God for all the blessings that you will give to our family.

26 Sept 06

Dear Jesus and Mother Mary

Please pray for Clare and her family in all their difficulties

Amen

26 Sept 06

Dear God,

Please in your mercy help Clare and her family in all the difficuties that they face.

Amen

25 Sept 06

Dear Jesus & Mother Mary

Please pray for Clare to give her the strength in her daily life, Vanessa and Michael in their way of life and help them to go back to the Church. Amen

25 Sept 06

Dear God,
Please help Clare & me to surrender our children Vanessa & Michael to you so that you can teach and take care of them. They do not seem to treat us as mothers. God, we both trust that you will be able to handle them better. God in your mercy and compassion help them. Amen

no more worries

I will from now on do not wish to interfere in my daughter's affair any more. I will now only pray and wish her the best, after all it is her life and not my. I have enough of these worries in me, which is not appreciated and seems that I am now the bad person.

It will take a while for me to forget all that had happen. I want to move on with my own life and take care of my husband and myself.

As I says that she has to learn how to take care of herself, when I am dead and gone back to my creator.

Guess, I do not need to blog anymore, because I will have no feeling to express online. But I will say my daily prayer to God in microsoft office word.

Bye from on till i feeling to express.

The end of the chapter

Amen