Monday, February 13, 2006

no more worries

I will from now on do not wish to interfere in my daughter's affair any more. I will now only pray and wish her the best, after all it is her life and not my. I have enough of these worries in me, which is not appreciated and seems that I am now the bad person.

It will take a while for me to forget all that had happen. I want to move on with my own life and take care of my husband and myself.

As I says that she has to learn how to take care of herself, when I am dead and gone back to my creator.

Guess, I do not need to blog anymore, because I will have no feeling to express online. But I will say my daily prayer to God in microsoft office word.

Bye from on till i feeling to express.

The end of the chapter

Amen

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Worrries

Sometimes worries is a frightening thing in your mind. I always seem to worry so much about my daughter and my husband that I sometimes can go mad. God I would like to surrender all my worries to you please help me to stop worry for them and leave it to you to be in charge of my life after all I have are given by you. God pray that you will take away all my worries daily.

Praise the Lord

Amen

Monday, February 06, 2006

money again again

Yes,money is important if it is properly used. Like a friend of mine who has no money even to buy milk powder for her son. Why, are they still people out there with no money even to buy milk powder. It is sad but how far is the true, I do not know, there are still people who has no where to turn to. She will call me up to borrow money and even though I can not lend her much but she still harass me to lent her money. I used to lend her small amount of money. I have no way to contact her until now I only got to know where she stays. I will bring her some clothes and visit her one of this day. God, pray that you will help her in her trouble. She seems to be in a mess, with no one to turn to because her husband had left her and due to her past, her foster mother is also not helping her. I have told her to seek social welfare help but she says, they are not able to help. I have checked all the resources and will past to her once I have the time to visit her. In her present situation, how can look for a job and look after her son. She has to find a permanent solution to her problems.

I am so afraid of her harssament that I dare put my telephone on ringer mode.


God help her.
Praise to God
Amen

Thursday, February 02, 2006

money again

I think money is important only for survial here on earth and if money is used properly for a good cause than it is a blessing. But money be squander away or not put to a good cause is a evil thing.

I always believe to spend within once means which is often a very hard to do. My motto is "the more money you have the more you spend, the less money you have the less you spend".
I will remember to be thrifty in my money from now and money should be spend wisely.

Praise the Lord for all the money I have.

Amen

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

IS MONEY THE ROOT OF ALL EVIL?

GOD, please help me in this difficult time in my life that I am facing with my daughter. She do not seem to realize the important of money, money is for us to survive our life on this earth. It must be spend more meaningful and wisely. Money is not easy to come by and have to spend it wisely. God, I ask for your Son Our Lord Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit to help her to be wise in spending her money. I notice that she has taken money very lightly maybe she sees my husband spending so freely that is because he works hard for it, and I cannot stop him and only pray for him to spend his money wisely. Because of her bad spending habits, now I have to stop giving her money. This will spoilt her into spending without thoughts for the future. WE MUST ALWAY THINK OF THE TIME WHEN MONEY IS DRIED UP AND YOU FIND YOURSELF WITHOUT MONEY THAN LIFE WILL BE UP SIDE DOWN. Although money is sometimes not important in our life but we need money to live on our life on earth.

This has be troubling me for a while. God, be merciful and help me to overcome this trouble I am facing during this period of time.

God hear and answer my prayer.
Praise you Lord.
Amen