Sunday, January 30, 2005

Another day of change

Hi, it is another new morning after the long weekend. Over the weekend, many happenings which I want to reflect. As living in a multi racial society like in Singapore, there are 4 different races. My daughter recently known a indian boyfriend and being a pure chinese mother, my husband and I are a bit taken by this fact. It will have to taken sometime to accept the fact. In my opinion, as long as my daughter is comfortable to be with him in the room where all the people around are chinese, than she has pass the test.

Now, she want to bring him to visit my siblings during Lunar Chinese New Year, and I told her how I feeling, there will be a culture shock to my siblings seeing a different race person in the house. I told her not to bring him for visiting. Am I right to say that?

I really dont know how to react to this situation which I never thought about. Maybe, some one can enlighten me?




Thursday, January 27, 2005

Done it.

I finally able to blog down what I feel deep inside me. I am so happy that I have successfully created this blog page.

I will put down how I feel everyday in this blog page which I could not be able to speak up to anyone, because I have fear of being laughed at.

Thank you God.


Nonperfect

Today, and everday is the same for me, now I have turned to God in my daily life, because only he will understand and listen to me. Even whenever, I say anything to my husband and daughter, they think that I am saying nonsense, so nowadays, I will try to speak up less in their present and will turn to God more often than before. God help to tolerate all this unpleasant words said by my husband and daughter.

Thank you God for listening to me.